Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Frustrated

...that I am following every instruction from the Surgeon's office and I am NOT losing any weight. Freakin' 256. STILL.

...not really frustrated but jealous of everyone else who had this extensive Lane Bryant/Torrid wardrobe. I have never been able to afford any of their clothes (I have ONE shirt from Torrid). I have no idea why this makes me so annoyed today.

...still not hungry really, but eating my mushie meals and shakes (or it would be impossible to get the protein in)

...Exercising as much as I can do before I fall down dead with exaustion. I have no idea if it's doing anything. because the freaking scale hates me.

....bitching done...for now..hahahahahaaa

6 comments:

  1. hang in there....it will start to fall off! Your body is just fighting the change.

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  2. ((hugs)) it will happen. Remember you did have surgery and I know after I had the c-section I was retaining water bad but about a month or so later things went down and I did see the progress - it's the anesthesia that I had problems with...it just takes time (I know you don't wanna hear that). ((hugs)) your in my thoughts!!

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  3. What sizes are you wearing now? I just started a little pile of stuff I need to get rid of.

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    1. Still wearing my 24's and 3xs (you'd think after losing 24 lbs they wouldn't fit, but they are still hanging on...). I could probably fit in a 22 now - I have one pair of them :-)

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  4. Hugs Lauren. Are you measuring? Maybe it's coming off in ways you can't see. Just keep at it. All of the hard work will pay off!

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    1. Yes, I'm measuring, and I've lost some inches since the surgery, but they don't measure you at the dr's office. which I think it dumb (I thought it was dumb at WW too! :-D)

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